I'm having surgery. again...Again!

October Thurs. 11, 2007
Okay, an writing this on Wed Oct 17, 2007 (12:25 am) from TC Thompsons Children's Hospital ER. I am here with Marley she has pretty bad abdominal pain. Thank the Lord there were no vomiting sick children in the waiting area.!! Yaaayyyy! Actually we were the only people in the the ER waiting area. Now that is a miracle!


Okay, We heard back from Dr. Agulnik today. He had attended the thoracic surgeons meeting this past Wednesday and the general consensus was to do surgery to remove the tumor from my lung. So we needed to cal Dr. De Hoyas' office and schedule the surgery in Chicago, at Northwestern Univ.

Wow, what a whirlwind to go through. I feel like I just got thrown out of the funnel of a tornado. Just going round and round and round waiting to be thrown into a certain direction. Well, now, once again we feel as if we have the direction set for us and we are starting down the path of planning ahead. Now if it will just stay the same direction, I'll feel more than great about it. But I am certain it will this time. Surgery...no turning back. So let's all jump onto the surgery bandwagon and be excited about it. Maybe there is a class called tumor removal surgeries do' and don'ts. Maybe I should write a blog about that as I go. Hey, that could be a good thing. Since I am going to be going through the ups, successes with it and the downs, pitfalls of it all I might as well write about it and maybe others can learn from my situation. Ok, now I feel like I have something to go through surgery for, well, like I needed something more than living longer. Oh that is funny how we look at things sometimes. Well not really how we look at things but more like how we feel about things. Ha, The good Lord made us all and we each have different things that make us tick a different way! Now isn't that something wonderful and amazing! I think it is! Now about the surgery I am just repeat a million times to myself: I know I can I know I can I know I can, that is really all I can do since the rest is up to God!

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